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Why Resistance to Chronic Pain is Generally Futile

6/29/2016

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One sure thing about pain is that it automatically causes you to resist it. It's something you push against, you don’t want, you want to end.

This is a natural reaction, of course. Pain is unpleasant, even unbearable at times. It can feel all-encompassing, as if it were swallowing your well-being up inside itself.

I understand that completely.

On the other hand, what happens when you push against something? The wise adage, “what you resist, persists” seems to be true.


What You Resist Persists

But, you may still be asking, honestly, why wouldn’t I resist pain? That seems illogical, to not resist it. I don’t like feeling it, it’s awful. I don’t want it in my life, so I’m certainly not going to welcome it. If I don’t resist it, if I don’t try to end it, it will take over, it will stay and stay.

This doesn’t seem to be the case, however.

You don’t like pain. Believe me, I know. You don’t have to like it. But it’s here. The situation is here. The illness, the injury, has already happened. It isn’t where you want to be. It isn’t what you want to feel. Understood.

But pushing against it doesn’t work. Trying to fight against your body or the pain or the situation does not help. It actually hinders the healing process.

Pushing against pain includes labeling it as inherently bad, evil, unworkable, a punishment, a terrible burden you have to carry, or your penance for not being perfect.

You get the picture. Anything that feels like martyrdom, self-pity, recrimination, blame, accusation or criticism is pushing-against, is resistance.


The Middle Road Through Pain

Our culture tends to have very polarized thinking. If it’s not this way (on one extreme end of the spectrum) then it’s that way (at the opposite end of the spectrum). So, you might think that if you don’t resist pain, then you have to enjoy it.

But that’s not so. The antidote to resisting pain isn’t running around trying to welcome more pain into your life. There is a middle road between the two poles to just about anything.

The middle road in this case looks something like this: You are not denying that you are in pain, but you are not pretending everything is a bed of roses either. You are in the middle ground that looks at everything with a clear eye, takes stock, makes some sensible and reasonable choices for that day, and doesn’t insist that you’ve failed if you haven’t healed by a certain time frame.

The middle road understands that the path through pain takes the time it takes. Hating pain, thrashing around inside your head about what a stupid mistake this all is or asking over and over, why me? is generally fruitless.

Spend some time doing that if you need to, of course, just to get it out in the open. Then gently notice how much closer you are to healing.

Then just let it go. Let it go.


This Is No Party

When you are resisting, pushing against, trying to get rid of pain, it is as if you are resisting, pushing against or trying to get rid of a part of yourself that you don’t like. It’s not going to work.

Pain is present in your body for a reason. Instead of trying to get rid of something that is currently an unpleasant part of your experience, I've found that it works better to acknowledge it, to allow the fact that pain is part of your reality, and then to work to transform and transmute the experience (while not simultaneously pushing against it.)

You may say, oh, I've done that, I know pain is here, I'm allowing it all right. But I'm not talking about a kind of resentful resignation that might be mistaken for non-resistance. I'm talking about a positive stance toward pain and toward the possibilities for healing that goes beyond just putting up with it, and includes dropping any kind of pushing-against.

This is sort of like the difference between showing up at a party you really don't want to attend and being all grumpy and grumbly and grouchy, versus actually deciding to participate positively.

But this isn't a party, you say. Yes, I know. It's much harder to do this. But it's also much more important, because this isn't a party.

It's your life.


Being Softer With The Self

This doesn’t mean that you shouldn’t take pain relief medication if that works for you, of course. But it has everything to do with how you are dealing with the pain, and how you are using medication.

Medication can be used to resist pain, to destroy it, and sometimes as a way not to have to feel anything at all. Pain relievers can also be used judiciously to help the nerves calm down and the body to get some rest so you can focus on healing.

In our goals-oriented, task-oriented culture, we often feel we have to make things happen. But pain doesn’t seem to respond well to muscling our way toward healing. It just doesn’t.

It seems to require less resistance, less pushing-against, and much more softness toward the self.

Image: Daughters of the Mist, Evelyn de Morgan, 1905 (Wikimedia Commons)
This post is excerpted from the author's book, The Pain Companion: Everyday Wisdom for Living With
and Moving Beyond Chronic Pain
(Any Road Press, 2016)

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8 Comments
Pippit link
7/4/2016 05:20:37 pm

I don't think my experience of pain is as cognitive as all that. I don't really have those thoughts that accompany it. However, pushing through the pain (which I guess is a type of fighting it) usually doesn't do anything but make it last longer. Sleeping it off when I find nothing else is working can be very effective.

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Sarah link
7/4/2016 05:36:02 pm

Thanks, Pippit. Yes, I agree that pushing through is a kind of resistance, a kind of fighting that doesn't work - sometimes sleep is the only answer in the moment.

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Genevieve link
7/8/2016 10:51:10 am

BEAUTIFUL. I have really enjoyed every post I have read here. I will definitely be sharing this post <3 Thank you.

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Sarah link
7/8/2016 09:57:23 pm

Thanks, Genevieve!

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Andrew Wilks
1/16/2017 09:47:09 pm

Cannot and will not accept chronic pain. I choose to fight it looking for ways to heal the root causes of the pain such as healing and repairing what is damaged in the body. I am a physically fit and active and will do what I can to fight it. Anybody who is physically fit and active does not need to have such a thing as chronic pain to interfere with his her life!! There are to many articles telling people to learn to live with the chronic pain without addressing the cause of their pain. Learning to live with chronic pain is total bullshit!!

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Sarah link
1/16/2017 11:41:11 pm

Hi Andrew,
Thanks for your comment. I totally agree with you that finding the root causes of pain is absolutely vital. I don't think for a minute that anyone needs pain or should live with pain any longer than they have to - not at all! I have found that pain leaves sooner when we work in positive ways to move beyond it - not to be confused with giving in or giving up or simply acquiescing - absolutely not, I totally agree with you there - and, I've also found that it moves faster when I'm not trying to fight it, but to work through it and with it - again, not because I think anyone should just learn to live with it, but because it has been my experience and the experience of many people in pain I have spoken with, that we can actually release more pain by learning to work with it and through it - it's something of a paradox - I have found this to be a faster route of healing for me, but it may not be true for you, and I respect that. Thanks for commenting!

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Vikki link
7/1/2018 10:28:07 am

I understand you are physically fit, but have you actually been in debilitating pain? Pain coming from multiple sites at the same time is hard to work through or just deal with. Especially when your extremities are being deformed.

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Sarah link
7/1/2018 11:10:05 am

Yes, it's really tough, Vikki. I think living with debilitating pain is one of the hardest challenges I've ever had to face in my life. Just BEING in pain is sometimes all I can handle - or barely handle - let alone do anything to work through it . I do find being softer with it works for me - not trying to muscle through - and I also respect everyone's individual path as we all try to find our way on this exhausting, difficult, unrelenting path through pain. Thanks for your comment. S.




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